ALA = Democratic Party

I had a thought yesterday as I was struggling to articulate what pains me so much about the American Library Association (ALA) these days, especially as I read about the special screening of Michael Moore’s latest movie and Richard Clarke’s keynote address at ALA Annual in Orlando. There is absolutely no attempt at objectivity or even-handedness that I can see in these (and other) “progressive” moves on ALA’s part. Why do I dislike ALA so much? Well, how long do you have to read the litany of reasons ;-) I articulate some of those reasons below after having been very active in at least two major sections of ALA (LITA and ALCTS) for a number of years, after dealing with ALA Publishing and also participating in a search process to fill a position within ALA. In other words, these are not just the views of an uninformed outsider, but one who has participated and been involved. I also make these statements realizing that they are generalities, there are exceptions, as always.

Anyway, back to the thought I had: ALA is much like the traditional Democratic Party. It is an attempt to be all things to all people, which falls so far short of the mark, it’s ridiculous, due in no small measure to the litany of special interests that control and influence it. It is a bloated, overly expensive organization that, in my opinion and in my experience, fails to deliver real value to its members. It has some basic societal ideals that are laudable and good (freedom to read, equal access for all, and many others), but it never seems to truly deliver on its promises. It gets so caught up in “social responsibility” issues, rabid defense against what it terms censorship, and left wing radical agendas that it tends to miss the boat entirely when it comes to confronting and dealing with many important library issues such as funding, professional development, and others.

I decided a couple of years ago to call it quits. I did not renew my membership. I couldn’t afford it anymore, I couldn’t afford to travel to ALA conferences, and I just didn’t feel right about contributing to an organization that so blatantly disregards, and even attacks, my worldview. I have many colleagues whom I admire and respect (yes, some of them are those right wing radical evangelical Christians like me whom everyone loves to pillory) who continue to maintain their membership in this organization. That’s ok, and maybe I’m not taking the right step on this one. Maybe there is a need to continue to try to work within the system to change it for the better. I don’t know. Maybe I’ll change my mind in the future, but for now, I’m content with being out of that scene.

Apple just keeps getting better

I was reading about Apple’s newest OS X release, nicknamed Tiger, this a.m. There are so many goodies that it is hard to know where to start when describing the things I am excited about. How about a new version of Safari that incorporates an RSS reader? How about an upgraded iChat AV that allows for videoconferencing with up to three additional people? How about a nifty new, system-wide search engine, called Spotlight? How about a Konfabulator-like widget module, called Dashboard? All of these things are amazing. I can’t wait. (If that sounds like I’m a true Mac addict, well, so what.)

Yes, we bought one

Yes, we bought a PowerBook G4 15″ laptop while visiting Apple’s Indianapolis store this past weekend. I have had a bit of buyer’s remorse but what pushed me over the edge to decide to go ahead with the purchase was something Michele said as we were outside the store, debating what we should do. She basically said something to the effect that if we bought it, at least we would guarantee that we’d use it. That has so far turned out to be quite true. The new laptop is already in high demand! Along with the laptop, we bought an Airport Extreme Base Station (802.11b/g) and it is SO COOL to be able to move freely around the house and yet still have high speed Internet access.

A few other factors or reasons for buying this now:
- greater demand on Internet/computer access at home (Keegan wants to be online more, so does Michele)
- laptop provides needed flexibility for Michele while she’s coping with the children during the day (e.g. the iMac is located at the other end of the house from the living room)
- if I have to do work at home, which is quite often, the laptop enables me to be nearer to the rest of the family yet go upstairs to our bedroom and shut the door when absolutely necessary
- I plan to begin my PhD next fall and felt that this would be a good tool to have for that

I am really impressed with this machine’s capabilities. They are simply incredible. When I took it to work for the first time yesterday, it took me about 10 seconds, max, to get it set up to use our wireless network there, and about 10 minutes, max, to set it up to quickly and easily browse the Windows network in use at Taylor.

To buy or not to buy, that is the question

OK, I have to admit to a problem with lust. By lust, I mean this definition in the Oxford English Dictionary (there are several others): “Desire, appetite, relish or inclination for something.” What is the object of my inclination? An Apple Macintosh Powerbook G4 15″ laptop. As with so many other things in my life (unfortunately), I’ve become obsessed with buying something that I really don’t need. I want this computer’s wireless capabilities, its excellent operating system (the best in the world, in my opinion), and the ability to access the Internet anywhere in my house and in many other wireless hotspots. I already own an iMac G4, now I want the laptop version, so that I can network them together. Here’s the catch: I don’t have the cash for it. The only way I could buy it would be to charge it to my Apple Instant Loan. We’re talking a cost of about $1,800 for a refurbished laptop direct from Apple ($1,499 by itself) plus a few other things like the new Airport Express base station and Airport Extreme networking cards. Put me out of my misery and help me decide :-) although my conscience is already telling me the right answer. I’m wrestling with the question, To buy or not to buy. What do you think?

Another Brinley scare

On Monday when we were getting ready to leave my in-law’s house to go back home, Brinley found a stray pill and decided it was candy and chewed it. Turns out it was Toprol XL, which my mother-in-law takes for her heart. When Michele discovered what Brinley had done, she tried to clean out her mouth and then called for me. I rushed her into the bathroom and forcibly rinsed her mouth out as much as I could while Michele called the Illinois Poison Control Center. They advised that we get Brinley to a doctor immediately because Toprol is quite dangerous, even in small amounts, for someone Brinley’s size and weight. Basically what it does is slow down the heart rate and lowers the blood pressure.

At the ER, they gave us a cup full of liquid charcoal stuff to force down Brinley’s throat. It was an incredible mess and of course, Brinley fought us the whole way. I must say that the nurse(s) weren’t very helpful at this part, they just gave us a Dixie cup of the stuff, said “Here, give this to her!” and left the room to leave us to figure out how to get Brinley to drink it! Finally, after getting her covered in pitch black goo, and getting a liberal amount of it on ourselves as well, Michele asked the nurse for a syringe. That helped a lot and we finally got it all down Brinley’s throat. The charcoal apparently helps to “bind” the drug in the stomach so that it isn’t readily absorbed into the blood stream.

The ER doctor told us they were going to admit Brinley into the pediatric ICU for observation, perhaps overnight. That’s what ended up happening. Poor thing, she had diodes all over her and it wasn’t a very comfortable experience. However, I’m thankful to report that she was released yesterday with a clean bill of health. She is fine. It could have been so much worse. We are somewhat shaken by the whole experience but thankful for the Lord’s mercy in the whole situation. We made it back to Indiana around midnight last night.

Now for a Step into Light

Here is another poem written by Dan, my brother.

Now for a Step into Light

Life is a vanishing vanity.
Like grass burning in a prairie fire
Consumed by time in a rush of wind
And left with nullity.

Long since, have I chosen death,
Sweet end to a tortured existence.
Why strain and struggle with life?
Why continue the insane dance?

Why be pulled between contradictions,
That threaten the very foundations
Of one’s mind and existence?
Why writhe like a bug on a pin?

But the answer is not a bullet to one’s brain,
Or to spill one’s life out in vain.
No, there is another Way,
Out of your life, into Another’s.

There is a secret door,
Through which one can walk through death,
Into another Man’s life,
A man not conflicted, but perfectly whole.

The door is a horror to go through,
A blind step into blinding light,
With no knowledge of the depths below,
Or the heights above.

Two thousand years ago, that One Man
Begged us follow him into that Light,
Through that terror of blind belief,
Into the fair fields of Paradise.

He blazed the way, took the blind step
Off the cliff, on a cross, plunging
Through unspeakable agony and loss,
Through the darkest hours of history and time.

He said “Take up your cross and follow me.
Go to your own execution cheerfully.
He that loves his life in this world shall lose it,
But he that hates his life shall find it.”

It is an agony, not easy, not once done.
To step off that cliff of blinding light,
Into eternity’s Sun.
But He bids us come.

And when you take that step,
And walk in air and light,
Communing with the Light of Life
The One, the Only, God’s Son.

Such sweet unspeakable union,
With God and Spirit and Son,
No words can describe those moments,
Out of time, into eternity, into the One.

Then you will know of what I speak.
That life is not to be grasped with desperation,
But is truly found by stepping off that cliff,
The blessed portal between time and eternity.

So come with me, choose your death and Another’s Life.
Step out of time, into eternity
Across the chasm that separates God and Man,
And know that sweet inexpressible communion.

Eternity is now for those who choose it.
Give up your life now, don’t loose it!
And you will know such unspeakable bliss,
That only heaven has words to express.

© Dan Oberg

Can’t wait to go to NASIG

In a few short days I depart for the NASIG annual conference in Milwaukee, WI. I can’t wait. The upside: I get to spend lots of time with many of my closest friends and professional colleagues in a wonderfully relaxed, yet stimulating, conference environment. The downside: My family won’t be there with me :-(

NASIG is simply the best library organization there is, and it puts on the best conference you’ll ever experience! If you want to know more about NASIG, including how to become a member, click here.

USA Today article on wireless hotspots mentions libraries

Bill Drew of Wireless Libraries mentions (in a posting to the libwireless discussion list) an article in USA Today that provides a link to his list of wireless libraries. Zondervan Library, where I work, is included in that list.

One Thing

We woke up too late this a.m. for all of us to go to church, so I went by myself. I am so glad I did. Pastor Guy spoke on Revelations 15-17 and I felt really encouraged by his words. I particularly enjoyed the worship time, though. Before attending this church, I didn’t feel comfortable lifting up my hands to the Lord in worship; at this church, I do. I wish I could remember all of the hymns and songs we sang today. At times, many in the congregation were in tears, deeply moved in worship. I felt God’s presence through the Holy Spirit. The last worship song we sang was new to me. It is called “One Thing” (words and music by Charlie Hall) and here are the lyrics:

Single minded, whole hearted, one thing I ask
That I may gaze upon Your beauty Oh Lord
That I may seek Your Holy Face
That I may know You in an intimate way
And follow after You all of my days

Chorus:
All of life comes down to just one thing
and that’s to know You oh Jesus
and make You known

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It is the chorus part that particularly spoke to me this morning as a reminder and a challenge. Am I truly living by this one thing, this great purpose and priority, to know Jesus and make Him known?