I was reading Meredith Farkas’s report from the Computers in Libraries conference and spotted a criticism of MPOW. She writes:
"Other vendors send salespeople to conferences who don’t know their products. Yeah, that makes a lot of sense! Question: would I dislike [MPOW] any less if they had someone cool going out and speaking at conferences? Answer: Probably not."
What can I say? Do I take this criticism personally? No, not really. Does this criticism bother me? Yes, to an extent. It bothers me because things could be different, but due to choices and decisions and priorities waaaaay beyond my control, they aren’t. I guess what bothers me is feeling to some extent like I represent, and therefore somehow need to defend, the indefensible, by working for a vendor. It makes me feel, as I’ve so often felt throughout my career, like "neither fish nor fowl." I’m a librarian first and foremost, and I’m in no way ashamed of that. But I need to fit in to an environment in which many do not seem to share a passion for libraries, a passion for serving users, a passion for service, period.
On the other hand, such criticism bothers me because so often, as I’ve pointed out before, some of it is undeserved or flat out wrong. There are at least two sides to every story.
So where does that leave me? Feeling a bit weird, a feeling I’m used to.