I am a bit numb from the news this morning, first from Ashley Peck’s blog and then via national news media, that several students and staff at Taylor University, where I worked up until August of last year, were killed or seriously injured in a car accident last night. (Ashley is a recent Taylor grad who worked for me in the library there.) The news has been reported at CNN.com, the Indianapolis Star, and the Chicago Tribune, as well as several other places. Taylor is a very close-knit community, especially for students, and this tragedy hits very hard. A huge celebratory event marking the inauguration of a new president, planned for months in advance, is scheduled for tomorrow, but there is some doubt now as to whether or not the event will take place. On top of that, the spring semester is nearly done. Some of the students who were killed were a few short weeks away from graduation. This situation is incredibly sad. The place where the accident occurred is in an area that we have driven through countless times and even though we no longer live there and don’t know all of the people involved personally, it hits very close to home. The family, friends, and coworkers of all of those involved in this tragedy are in great need of prayer and comfort. Please join me in praying for them.
Monthly Archives: April 2006
Struggling with more illness
Unfortunately I am struggling with another round of illness, this time with my stomach, thus the infrequent posts of late. I think the stomach problems are the result of taking two strong antibiotics, which have messed up the good bacteria in the stomach. This whole issue of getting completely healthy again is growing increasingly important because I am tired of going through this.
EndUser 2006 photos and other impressions [Updated]
Yesterday I managed to take some photos at EndUser 2006. Here is a photo set on Flickr. Lots of friends and acquaintences were there and I thoroughly enjoyed seeing them. I also got to meet a few new folks including one who introduced himself to me as someone who enjoys reading this blog. (It’s kind of nice but also odd when this happens.) I spent some time talking to Ross Singer and enjoyed our conversation about the state of ILS vendors and relations with their library partners. Some of the Library 2.0 oriented sessions were extremely popular with standing room only as well as an overflow into the hallway outside. I particularly appreciated meeting up with my old classmate, Amanda Xu. We were in library school at UIUC together and were in many of the same classes.
The evening finished up with a nice customer reception. I was able to spend more time talking to friends such as Gaele Gillespie from the University of Kansas, Kevin Randall from Northwestern University, Beth Holley from the University of Alabama, and Kat McGrath from the University of British Columbia. [It was also great to meet up with Wayne Jones, from Queen's University, under whose editorial direction I am currently working as part of a group of people writing about the management of e-journals for a book to be published by Haworth Press.] NASIG was well represented! All in all it was an eventful day.
Gaming @ UIUC Library
A lot of discussion and news has been shared about gaming in libraries lately. Just about all of that seems to me to involve public libraries. That makes it all the more interesting that the university library of my alma mater, the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign, has recently announced an initiative around gaming, mostly targeted at undergraduates. The library is working collaboratively with other departments and units on campus to collect and preserve access to games and learning systems being developed as part of classwork and research at UIUC. Interesting.
Fun-filled weekend

We had a lot of fun this weekend, thanks in large part to a visit by my brother, Dan. He suggested we go out to eat at a restaurant Thursday night, and he also came over and made supper Friday night while Michele and the kids were at my in-laws. We watched a bit of Les Misérables as well as Chicken Little. Saturday morning he joined us for a trip to Brookfield Zoo, buying us a family pass for the year. We had a great time, and the weather was perfect: sunny, breezy, and warm. This photo shows an underwater view of one of the dolphins in Brookfield Zoo’s Seven Seas exhibit. Lots more photos are available from the trip.
Fun stuff from The University of Chicago Library
The other day I ran across a newish blog published and maintained by colleagues at The University of Chicago Library. The blog in question is entitled Maroon Opinions and contains a record of suggestions made by users of the libraries at Chicago. First of all, I think this is a great way to put blogs to use in libraries. Second, though, I found a lot of humor in reading the entries at Maroon Opinions. It’s a bit of a stereotype, but in general, those who work or go to school at Chicago are nothing if not opinionated. It’s one of the things I remember most about working in that environment: the promotion of individual thoughts and opinions and the concomitant need (at times) to be ready to fiercely defend them in debate. Check out this blog; it gives a rare inside view of the relationship between one of the world’s premier academic libraries and the communities it serves.
To squee or not to squee
To squee or not to squee?! That is the question. I’ve been getting some criticism over the past few weeks about my stated dislike of gushing praise for librarian luminaries such as Lorcan Dempsey. This was in reaction to some reports by conference goers at the recent Computers in Libraries conference, made in a previous post entitled “Thoughts on reports from conferences.” Dorothea Salo of Caveat Lector started it all by using two words in one of her posts on the conference that I had never heard before: ‘fangirl’ and ‘squee.’ I recently looked up the definition of ‘squee’ (the meaning of ‘fangirl’ is pretty clear) and here what I found via Answers.com (which in turn derives this from Wikipedia):
Squee can be an exclamation, or interjection, of excited happiness or surprise, especially when referring to fangirls, or be a squeal of glee over something incredibly cute.
In a series of comments made in response to that previous post, I made the point that after reviewing my criticism the day after, I concluded that I had been too harsh. However I stuck to my dislike both of the term and the implied adoration of well known librarians, and made it clear that this was just my opinion. Fortunately Dorothea took no offense, for which I am thankful, although she later wrote in her blog that we in librarianship need to be unafraid of expressing admiration and/or delight over meeting up with other librarians whom we’ve admired from afar.
A few others have picked up on this thread (e.g. see a post at Random Access Mazar and one at Solvitur ambulando). There is a sense in which my initial criticism has been taken as a “hit” against showing general enthusiasm for the profession. My interpretation of what I’ve read from others on this issue is that we should not shy away from celebrating and showing excitement over meeting and interacting with highly respected colleagues. In fact, it is felt that we should be doing more of this, especially to generate excitement for and interest in the profession among those who are in library school and/or newly begun in their librarian careers.
I’ve thought about this issue a lot during the past few weeks. It has been nearly fifteen years since I graduated from library school. I am already so out of touch? So jaded and cynical? I well recall the first professional conference I ever attended. It was in June of 1991 at Trinity University in San Antonio, TX, and I was attending the 6th annual NASIG conference as one of that year’s fortunate NASIG Student Grant winners. One of the highlights of the conference, for me, was the relevant conference program that included speakers whom I had read about such as Charles W. Bailey, Jr. at the University of Houston, a professor at SLAIS at the University of British Columbia whose name escapes me and who is now retired, etc. I thought it was cool to see such people “in the flesh.”
But did I ‘squee’ over them? The answer is a definite NO. And I still don’t ‘squee’ over highly respected colleagues whom I may see here or there at a conference. Why? More importantly, what do I have against others ‘squeeing’ over famous colleagues? By being critical of this issue, am I against showing enthusiasm for librarianship? Absolutely not. Simply put, I am VERY enthusiastic about being a librarian and about the profession as a whole. I think enthusiasm and excitement are great, and I like being around people who get enthusiastic and excited about librarianship. My problem with ‘squee’ is that it may focus too much on a person or persons instead of on ideas, on proposals, on concepts and dreams about librarianship. Let’s get excited and show it, but let it be over issues, not persons. The cult of person that has grown increasingly strong in this day and age is one for which I have an abhorrence because I think it is misleading and could even be dangerous. We can be so taken up by a famous colleague’s person that we are blind to her or his faults, missteps, and deviations. We can be (and often are) led astray by charisma and personality.
It may be thought that I am digging a little too deep, truly exaggerating, except that there is a prime example of this very thing in our profession today. I will not name names or even hints but the situation exists (thankfully for not much longer). This person has legions of fans and adoration has been lavished upon this individual. For what? Largely because of charisma and because of a past track record of having done or participated in something famous.
So to get back to the question posed at the outset: To squee or not to squee? For me the answer will remain a resounding NO.
Cohen’s second birthday

It has taken me a long time but I finally uploaded a few photos from Cohen’s second birthday party in February to my Flickr account, including this one of him blowing out the candles from his birthday cake.
Good news, sad news
I mentioned in my previous post that I’m feeling a lot better. That’s the good news. Unfortunately there is sad news as well. Early yesterday morning my uncle, Uncle John, died. He had had a very bad condition that landed him in intensive care in the hospital for a long time late in 2005. He seemed to recover somewhat and my mother went to visit with him and my Aunt Denise in late January of this year. She just felt the visit was really important and she had a very good time with them and was really glad she went even though travelling takes a toll on her. (E.g. on the way home she came down with a severe cold that lasted for a long time.) How thankful we are that Uncle John is with Jesus! And that he and my mother were able to have one last visit together before he died. He was the only sibling who really showed care and love for her, our family, and their parents, during the past 35 years. He was the only uncle on my mother’s side of the family whom I have known. I have never met my mother’s other two brothers and their families or was just a baby the last time we met.
Feeling a lot better
I’m glad to write that I feel a lot better now. Not completely “out of the woods” but well on my way. The two powerful antibiotics I’ve been taking seem to have helped, as well as several days of simply doing a lot of sleeping, building up my appetite, and not a lot else. During my doctor appointment yesterday my doctor told me that the cause of the additional infection is still unknown but he is pretty sure that it is viral in origin. My liver enzymes are somewhat elevated but that is not conclusive. It indicates the presence of an infection, but then we knew that already. Also a blood test called CRP (for C-Related Protein, I think), which measures the level of inflammation in the body, came back indicating a very high level of inflammation. My doctor ordered all of the blood tests redone, and added in a few more, including one to see whether or not there is something wrong with my immune system. He decided to add these when I mentioned my concern to him that these latest illnesses were just the latest in a series of fairly significant and serious health problems I’ve had over the course of the last few years. I just don’t understand why I’m getting so sick, so often.
Anyway, I am thankful — very thankful — to be on the mend. Now if I can only take care of reestablishing “good” bacteria in my stomach, the ones that have been killed by the antibiotic. Without the good bacteria my stomach is having problems. I’m starting to eat lots of yoghurt.