Opening yourself up to the world

There is still a lot of debate about the usefulness and longevity of blogs. I can see both sides, i.e. that blogs can be dangerous, erroneous, harmful; and that blogs can be very beneficial, informative, and useful. One aspect to blogging that has also been discussed is its effect on one’s job or future job prospects. There was a good article about this in The Chronicle of Higher Education some months ago that resonated with me. Basically, the author advised against blogging, period, viewing it as detrimental in the job search process.

The reason it resonated with me is that I had recently been involved in a job interview (this was early last summer) in which the existence of this, my personal blog, played a significant role. This was a big surprise to me at the time, although it shouldn’t have been, I guess. Throughout the two day interview process at a private liberal arts university here in Illinois, my blog was mentioned several times. It even came up during the first meeting I had with members of the search process, when I met with two people from the library for an introductory meal the evening before the formal interview began. The next day during a part of the interview in which I met with other university (non-library) faculty, the topic of my blog came up again. I remember one faculty member brightly declaring to me, “I learned so much about you from your blog, including answers to questions that I could not have legally asked you in this interview! Oh, and by the way, you have wonderful children!” This, from a complete stranger, was rather weird and somewhat unsettling for me. Somehow I just didn’t think much about the possibility of someone Googling me and finding (and reading) my blog. The next day I was scheduled to give a formal presentation on a topic of my choice. I had had a topic in mind but after the comments about my blog, I decided to switch topics at the last minute to focus on blogs and blogging: what is a blog, how to create your own blog, uses of and implications of blogs and blogging for libraries. This was, in a way, an attempt to turn the tables on my interviewers. My audience consisted of students, staff, and librarians, about 10 or 12 people, including the library director. By the end of the session, each person there had created her or his own blog using Blogger. I thought it went well.

However, the upshot is that I was not offered the job. I have no idea what, if any, role my blog had in this library making that decision. But I do think that in some way, my blog did play a role, for good or ill, in how I was evaluated.

My point in telling this story is that I learned in that experience that you never know who might read your blog or when. I think I can confidently state that a personal blog can and does play a significant role in how people evaluate you, especially in job interviews. There is nothing I am ashamed of in what I’ve written here, but I do know that I have views and beliefs that many disagree with and might even feel threatened by. Does that mean I shouldn’t blog? No. But it does mean that I am far more aware of and careful about what I write in this blog. Like it or not, maintaining your personal blog is like opening yourself up to the world in ways that were not as easy to do in the past.

One final note: It is not easy to gauge the readership of one’s blog. Sure, you can get a vague idea from, say, how many are subscribed to your blog in Bloglines. Or you can use Google Analytics (a service which I really like) to obtain some idea of who, what, where, and when people are accessing your blog. But there is no single way to really know for sure, what the readership is. It’s a guessing game at best.

Yet another anti-blog statement by a “librarian” (Updated)

[Update: I feel obligated to add a bit more to my posting on this topic. See changes/additions in brackets below.]

I haven’t joined the hundreds (thousands?) of others who commented negatively on Michael Gorman’s well-publicized anti-blogging diatribe a few months back[, until now.] I know [just] enough about him and his background to not be surprised by anything he has to say. I am just about as anti-ALA (American Library Association) as you can get. The fact that this guy is that organization’s incoming president is more proof (not that I needed any) of its need for reform. There are some areas of ALA that are notable exceptions such as LITA, but my experience after having been involved in a number of areas for years has been [pretty] negative.

As an aside, the recent angry row in ALA Council over the “audacity” of giving Laura Bush an honorary award is yet more proof that this organization is [dysfunctional]. Yes, I am conservative in my views in general, which automatically places me on the extreme fringe of librarianship. However, even librarians from the more liberal side who are heavily involved in ALA (see here and here) have figuratively rolled their eyes over this.

I heard today (see link above) about an editorial written by Blaise Cronin, dean of the library school at Indiana University, that criticizes blogs and bloggers in much the same dismissive tone as that used by Gorman. This is another guy whom I’ve never taken a liking to, although unlike Gorman, I know next to nothing about him other than that he tends to be controversial. If I were an Indiana student, alum, or faculty member, I’d really be cringing right now.

[I should make it clear that this is not a knee-jerk reaction to any criticism of a form of communication that I like and benefit from. Actually, I don't object to criticisms of blogs and blogging. There are problems or weaknesses that reasonable persons can see with this mode of communication and publication, so there is a grain of truth or substance to some of the criticisms I've read. What I do object to, though, is the over-generalization to which many critics like Gorman and Cronin seem prone, as well as the rather arrogant and dismissive tone that tends to be used. Sure, blogging is faddish right now, but that doesn't mean it shouldn't be taken seriously or that it doesn't have value. A recent online article I first heard about at It's All Good, published by Knowledge@Wharton, made a good point (among others) when it stated that while blogging almost certainly will lose some of its current trendiness, blogs will "continue to be disruptive to traditional media."

Blogs, to me, are a true "killer app" -- an indispensible way for me to keep more readily informed about what's going on in areas that interest me. Knowledge is power and blogs, even with their inherent biases or singular points of view, are an incredibly valuable resource that helps me do my job better just about every day.]

Back to work

Readers of this blog may have noticed how little I have had to say lately about things relating to libraries. I’ve needed a break. Today is my first day back since December 16 and I am grateful for the amount of time I have off as a faculty member at my institution. However, I must admit to some reluctance to go back to work just yet. I worry about my wife being home with the kids most of the day, without my help. Keegan went back to school today, too. I’m feeling unmotivated to pursue librarian tasks yet. Hopefully that mood will change.

One of the tasks before me in this new year is to finally come to a decision, one way or another, about pursuing a PhD in library and information science. (I’ve considered some alternative areas of study but none really seems to catch my interest and passions the way librarianship does.) My boss strongly encourages me to pursue this and in fact, in order to achieve tenure I will have to pursue a second master’s degree, at least. Other factors that are in favor of doing this are that my institution will provide significant financial support, and they also will provide me with time off.

But am I really capable of doing this? I’m filled with doubt. Am I smart enough, motivated enough, good enough? We’re talking about the world’s worst procrastinator, and one of the worst students around. Plus, how can I devote the necessary focus and energy when I have a young family? I have no desire to sacrifice their needs for this career move. What if I fail? (I’ve failed in so many other areas, professionally.) Ok, ok, I know, I’m supposed to stay POSITIVE this year…